A while ago my wife asked me if I heard of TTV photography. I had, but I didn't really know much about it - so I looked it up and thought it was cool. To surprise her, I bought her an old Brownie Reflex twin lens reflex camera off ebay, and then built a little contraption for the camera. It was WAY cooler than I thought it would be, and so I proceeded to get my own.
My wife and I went out with our cameras yesterday for the first time, and we were constantly amazed at how these weird contraptions could make the mundane seem surreal. It was VERY cool stuff. Here are some of mine:
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Sunday, December 07, 2008
Off the path
I haven't updated in over a month. "Sigh..." - Back to the old me, I guess. Too lazy to share some photos or words of wisdom with everyone.
So I'm back, this time with an update to some of the trips I've taken recently.
First up: St. Louis. Great city - lots of stuff to do - but my most interesting photos were found on the way and back. These photos were taken of buildings and locations just off the highways - deep in the heart of the country in between small towns.
- I've seen this many times on the way to Brownville, NE - but I finally had a chance to stop and take a photo. I love the rusty old sign...
- This location is full of potential, just beyond Brownville too. The house this belongs to is filled with stuff - but the door is wide open. I will check out the inside next...
- This house is just full of good creepiness, with a cemetery literally next door. I imagine someone scouting this location for their next horror movie.
So I'm back, this time with an update to some of the trips I've taken recently.
First up: St. Louis. Great city - lots of stuff to do - but my most interesting photos were found on the way and back. These photos were taken of buildings and locations just off the highways - deep in the heart of the country in between small towns.
- I've seen this many times on the way to Brownville, NE - but I finally had a chance to stop and take a photo. I love the rusty old sign...
- This location is full of potential, just beyond Brownville too. The house this belongs to is filled with stuff - but the door is wide open. I will check out the inside next...
- This house is just full of good creepiness, with a cemetery literally next door. I imagine someone scouting this location for their next horror movie.
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
History
Last night, we were a witness to history. Barack Obama spoke to an unbelievably large crowd during his acceptance speech, and those who were able to attend that event will forever hold a piece of that history with them. For those of us who witnessed this on TV, or through the internet, we too shared in the experience, although slightly muted through the glass screens.
And so we wake up today thinking things will be different.
Yet they aren’t. The economy is still in shambles. We are all still struggling. Millions face poverty. Racism and hatred still exist.
Hope, however, lives.
Obama spoke of what his Presidency will mean to millions of people in this country. He has a direct and unique understanding of what kind of symbol he has become, and will be.
He is a symbol for possibility within us all, black or white, for truly being the change we wish to see in the world. He is the symbol that shows us that all of us really can do the impossible. He won Virginia – that in itself is just stunning.
Let’s not be foolish to say that he will change this country. By himself, he is simply a man who has inherited probably the most difficult job of our time. He cannot fix the financial crisis, or our mortgage payments, our gas prices, or any of the hundreds of other problems this country faces.
Presidents get far too much credit for the good that happens, and far too much blame for the bad. It’s not saying that Presidents don’t have an impact – just look at the Bush Presidency – it’s simply saying that all truly great things that have happened in this country should not be attributed to a President.
The truly great things have happened because regular people have stood up and demanded that change.
Obama has taken a first step, and now it’s our job and responsibility to follow those footsteps, and then to branch out in other directions that we want to take.
McCain and his legions charged that Obama was nothing more than words and ideas. I would disagree, yet I might also say that sometimes words and ideas are all we need. After all, this nation was started with an idea, and our foundation was built on the strength of words written on paper.
I can’t wait to see what happens next.
And so we wake up today thinking things will be different.
Yet they aren’t. The economy is still in shambles. We are all still struggling. Millions face poverty. Racism and hatred still exist.
Hope, however, lives.
Obama spoke of what his Presidency will mean to millions of people in this country. He has a direct and unique understanding of what kind of symbol he has become, and will be.
He is a symbol for possibility within us all, black or white, for truly being the change we wish to see in the world. He is the symbol that shows us that all of us really can do the impossible. He won Virginia – that in itself is just stunning.
Let’s not be foolish to say that he will change this country. By himself, he is simply a man who has inherited probably the most difficult job of our time. He cannot fix the financial crisis, or our mortgage payments, our gas prices, or any of the hundreds of other problems this country faces.
Presidents get far too much credit for the good that happens, and far too much blame for the bad. It’s not saying that Presidents don’t have an impact – just look at the Bush Presidency – it’s simply saying that all truly great things that have happened in this country should not be attributed to a President.
The truly great things have happened because regular people have stood up and demanded that change.
Obama has taken a first step, and now it’s our job and responsibility to follow those footsteps, and then to branch out in other directions that we want to take.
McCain and his legions charged that Obama was nothing more than words and ideas. I would disagree, yet I might also say that sometimes words and ideas are all we need. After all, this nation was started with an idea, and our foundation was built on the strength of words written on paper.
I can’t wait to see what happens next.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Poet
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Old School
This is old school. 2003 film-camera old school, taken downtown during a poetry reading my wife was a part of. I was just learning photography and how to push film beyond ISO 400 (if I remember right, I pushed it to 1600 for this roll).
Photography was so different. You had to learn the hard way - by waiting till the film was developed. I remember spending hours shooting and then developing my film, only to see that I had screwed up the temperature or something stupid, effectively wasting all that time. I remember the smell of the chemicals and washing my hands over-and-over again, knowing the smell would be there no matter what.
Yet... there was still something magical about it. When a photo turned out, it was truly an experience that mattered. There was a bit more "substance" to it - as you carried it around with you like a gift, showing it to those important to you.
Too often now all my photos stay hidden on my hard drive, or uploaded to some website. Although I would never go back to film, there is no denying the magical quality of the final print, after hours in the darkroom.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Confidence
First - read this:
http://poemfish.typepad.com/poemfish/2008/10/channeling-the-inner-rock-star.html
My wife is, absolutely, a rockstar. She's a natural artist in a way I could only dream of being. The post above was her first. HER FIRST try at off-camera lighting with two externally-fired lights.
Take a look around the internet for a minute, and search some photos for "off-camera lighting." Most don't look as good as my wife's, on her first attempt.
She often talks like I'm the guru - like I'm the guy who knows his stuff and can make a difference when we go off on a photoshoot. Yet what she always doesn't realize is that SHE is better than me. She's more talented than me. She can do everything I can, and better. She doesn't believe it, she probably would never admit it. But I admit it, and I'm proud to have her by my side at any photoshoot. She IS a rock-star, and I love her more than anything.
Casey - you are my inspiration in life, and I owe everything to you. Thank you for always being there and inspiring me to do better - and to always be "more" than I am right now (a reference to Batman Begins, of course).
http://poemfish.typepad.com/poemfish/2008/10/channeling-the-inner-rock-star.html
My wife is, absolutely, a rockstar. She's a natural artist in a way I could only dream of being. The post above was her first. HER FIRST try at off-camera lighting with two externally-fired lights.
Take a look around the internet for a minute, and search some photos for "off-camera lighting." Most don't look as good as my wife's, on her first attempt.
She often talks like I'm the guru - like I'm the guy who knows his stuff and can make a difference when we go off on a photoshoot. Yet what she always doesn't realize is that SHE is better than me. She's more talented than me. She can do everything I can, and better. She doesn't believe it, she probably would never admit it. But I admit it, and I'm proud to have her by my side at any photoshoot. She IS a rock-star, and I love her more than anything.
Casey - you are my inspiration in life, and I owe everything to you. Thank you for always being there and inspiring me to do better - and to always be "more" than I am right now (a reference to Batman Begins, of course).
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Stress Relief
I have been busier than I can remember in a long time. School is grinding this year - and it's very hard to keep my head above water. I'm learning all-new stuff for our school's news website, and we're still working on photography quite a bit.
What's sad is that my "fun" photoshoots - where I just grab a camera and go out for photos rarely happens anymore. It seems like I don't have time for the fun stuff when I still have thousands of photos to edit and shape up.
But I took some time yesterday to get out into the country and take some photos. It felt fantastic to pull to the side of the road and just listen to the wind run through the fields, and to see the deep blue sky scattered with clouds. I sat on the ground at one point and just took it all in. Here are some shots.
What's sad is that my "fun" photoshoots - where I just grab a camera and go out for photos rarely happens anymore. It seems like I don't have time for the fun stuff when I still have thousands of photos to edit and shape up.
But I took some time yesterday to get out into the country and take some photos. It felt fantastic to pull to the side of the road and just listen to the wind run through the fields, and to see the deep blue sky scattered with clouds. I sat on the ground at one point and just took it all in. Here are some shots.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Fun!
Monday, September 15, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Friday Night Dreams
The first game of the season. New coach. New players. The raw energy on the field before the kickoff was something you could almost touch and feel - as the players believed in the dream of winning this first game against the number 10 team in state.
Coach Heuertz in his first game as head coach - ever. He's trying to turn around a program that has one of the worst records over the past six years as anyone in the state. I'm sure he dreamed of winning this one, although realistically they didn't have much of a chance against a much more experienced team with far more returning players.
The players fought all night - and they were close to scoring several times, moving the ball downfield in what just might be some foreshadowing of success to come.
Yet at the end of the night, a loss is a loss, and many in the crowd just might be thinking "new coach, but same old results."
They weren't looking closely, or looking at what was important. Coach Heuertz is making a difference, and he's showing his players and the entire school the right way to play the game - on the field and in life.
He never once lost his cool, or his temper. He coached like crazy all the way to the end, and he never lost his positive attitude. While some of the coaches in the past would revert to maniacal tirades against referees, Heuertz showed more respect for the game.
Beyond all this, you could feel a different attitude on the sidelines than I've seen in the past. The players, while hurt by the impending loss, kept their spirits up and motivated each other to keep trying, and to fight till the end of the night.
While the dream of winning this game was quickly shattered, this school will rally around the new coach and the new attitude of the players. I believe this because the team believes, and the pursuit of the dream is sometimes more important than living it.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Resting
Rest time for me is over. I'm back at school, and it feels like there never was a summer. It's so weird when I get back in the classroom, with a new set of students, and I'm in front of them talking to them about photography, journalism, and all kinds of other things... and it feels like I never left for two and a half months.
Teaching is so insane. These students come at you from completely different worlds - but if you're honest, and you're fair, and you're yourself - they will buy in and do the right thing... and you just might be able to make a difference in their lives.
This year I hope to take some time out for myself here and there, and to get out there and produce some art. I realize I have to take care of myself before I'm any good to these students. That means I have to force myself to grab a camera, get out in the world, and just enjoy the beauty that's everywhere. It means I have to take some time for myself and for my wife - because I'm a much better teacher when I'm rested and ready for the chaos of the day.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
A flower for Casey
In a sense - almost every photo I take of landscapes - of flowers - of the things I find beautiful in the world, I take for you, Casey. When I'm out without you with my camera, there are always things I see that I think: "I wish Casey were here to see this." So I snap a photo and can't wait to see your face when I show you later.
You have supported me through all of this photography stuff, and we've done amazing things with it together - but none of it would be possible without you.
You make me believe in possibilities I never imagined before. You make me think of a future that is full of change, excitement, and wonder. You bring happiness to my life every day.
Today is your birthday, and this picture (and every other) is for you.
Friday, August 01, 2008
HDR
OK. So this is my first-ever HDR shot. I know it's not great - I took it while scoping a location for a wedding portrait session - but it's a classic example of an extreme-contrast situation.
What was cool is that I was able to do this hand-held because the Mark III has a shooting speed capable of bracketing out exposures from -3 to +3 in a little more than a half second or so. Couple that with the image-stabilized lens, and the Mark III becomes a capable hand-held HDR camera.
Although I'm still not sold on the HDR look, it's at least something worth investigating and another tool to throw into the creative toolbox.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Sunday, July 06, 2008
Model Shoot
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Monday, June 30, 2008
Do work, son!
I'm finally getting around to not being a sissy and submitting my work to magazines and galleries. This package is going to The Sun Magazine, which has already rejected me once before, years ago. Maybe this time they'll accept a photo or two... or maybe not.
Doesn't matter.
What matters is that I try. I always tell my students that nothing ever happens unless you try - unless you push yourself and take some risks... so now it's my turn.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Fun with Textures
Mark III ISO 400 f/4 @ 1/320 w/ 70-200 2.8 IS L
My wife and I had a wedding last night, and it was a lot of fun. The Mark III rocked the house.
Just for fun, we went out this morning and shot hundreds of textures downtown - and this was one that really seems to work. I've got to do more to experiment, but it looks like they will add a dimension to our overall presentation we give to our clients. Good stuff.
Monday, June 23, 2008
Last Chance
1D Mark III - 24-104mm f/4 - 1/40 @ f/4 ISO 1600
My wife and I stopped by a Carnival at the Crossroads Mall parking lot last night. We had seen it there all week, but kept putting off photographing it. We were close to staying home and doing it another night, but it's a good thing we didn't. Talking with one of the people there, it was the last night in town. We took a few cool photos, but more than anything it was just fun being spontaneous and being there with my wife on a beautiful night.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Mystery
1D Mark III - 35mm 1.4L - 1/4000 @ f/1.4
Places like this fascinate me. Out in the countryside, homes like this exist all over - abandoned, run-down, and frozen in time.
When I'm there, on a day like this, I can't help but imagine what things were like when people lived here. Were there children running and playing on the hill, dashing in between the trees? Or was the land always subdued, sad, and quiet?
It's part of the mystery, and why love to photograph these places.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Support
Outside of my wife, Catie just might be my biggest supporter. She often comments on my blogs, tells her friends about my site, and has always been around with kind words about things I've been working on - like the Omaha Project and our portraits and weddings. The funny thing is that she was around at school, as a student, the first time I ever picked up a camera from the former teacher and asked him how to even load the thing. It was before I even knew what an f/stop was, and now, seven years later, she's still there with me as I try to expand my photographic skills.
She's also always ready for photographs, and is a natural in front of the camera. Today we went out to a park so I could practice using a two flash setup with pocket wizards and my Mark III, and it was totally fun. She's a natural in front of the camera, and it's no pressure on me since we go "way back," allowing me the ability to act clueless and to take time to figure things out.
Thanks for all the support, Catie! Here are a few more, and the rest are on a custom gallery on www.jzportraits.com
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